6:30am. My room vibrates within the deep silence of the early morning as my white noise app shuts off. I instantly awaken in anticipation. I know if I don’t respond quickly my various alarms will soon begin to sound; doing their job a little too effectively some days. Another Monday morning, and another week … Continue reading
Tag Archives: life
Something Worth Living For.
And so the search continues…So what am I searching for? that of something which fuels an ever-growing passion in my life. That which would challenge and fulfill me…that which would give me meaning, purpose and a reason to wake up excited every day. Continue reading
Caution: Images May Create Illusions & Distorted Perceptions of Reality.
Here I sit, at a hostel in Edinburgh, Scotland as lost as ever. Am I lost or does it just feel like it because I don’t have any certainties in my future? I think this is often what gives me the feeling of being lost…and ultimately leads to general anxiety or panic attacks. I wanted … Continue reading
Wouldn’t Want To Be Anybody Else.
It’s really fascinating to me that after moving into a life of complete uncertainty and constant change over a year and a half ago, I’m still learning how to let go and move on. Maybe it’s just me, but I thought for sure these were concepts that I would have been able to pick up … Continue reading
When I was younger I wanted nothing more than to be older. I wanted to look and act like my older siblings and the people I saw on TV who were living incredible lives as young adults. I did everything I possibly could to make that happen. I grew up at a very young age, … Continue reading
Angels in the Outfield.
The traveler life isn’t always filled with fun and games as it appears through the photos being posted…at least not in my experience. Throughout my journey over the past year and a half it’s not been the least bit unusual for things to hit a rough patch where I’ve run completely out of money…and I … Continue reading
What do you do when everything you thought you knew you liked and wanted to do gets called into question? What do you do when you’re not sure when and how to find your way? How do you find the inspiration to move forward and create new dreams? How do you begin to enjoy life … Continue reading
The Cycle of Connection.
Have you ever had a spiritual connection to the elements? Lightning, thunder, rain, wind…the sound, feel, smell. Ever listened and watched in amazement? It always brings such a feeling of peace…security…excitement. I had an experience like this once before tonight. I was on a balcony with three friends in Arizona. We watched as lightning drew … Continue reading
Continuing from my previous post “M-identity”… Before I get started: I’m not a doctor, medical professional, health professional or licensed psychiatrist. I don’t suggest or intend to treat or influence anyone as such. I do not recommend or assume responsibility or liability for anything you choose to do because of any of the content of my … Continue reading
Who am I? What makes me ME? How would you define identity? Is it the accumulation of the facts regarding your personality combined with your life experience? Is it whom others believe you to be? Is it something we’ve created for ourselves or have we simply assumed the identity chosen for us by our circumstances? … Continue reading