Here I sit, at a hostel in Edinburgh, Scotland as lost as ever. Am I lost or does it just feel like it because I don’t have any certainties in my future? I think this is often what gives me the feeling of being lost…and ultimately leads to general anxiety or panic attacks. I wanted … Continue reading
Category Archives: Introduction to Me.
What do you do when everything you thought you knew you liked and wanted to do gets called into question? What do you do when you’re not sure when and how to find your way? How do you find the inspiration to move forward and create new dreams? How do you begin to enjoy life … Continue reading
Please Excuse Me for My Verbal Diarrhea.
Palms sweaty, heart and thoughts racing, shallow breathing (if at all), trembling slightly…all the while trying to appear cool, calm and collected…and NOT do one of those things I do when the pressure is in full-force because of whatever’s on the line this time. In these kinds of situations I’m infamous for what I affectionately … Continue reading
I See You.
Why do I write? To be totally honest, I prefer talking. Not to myself, but to someone else, of course. I haven’t totally gotten into the vlog, FB Live and Podcasting areas yet because I have a harder time talking to myself than you might think. Sure the occasional reprimand or congratulatory excitement might move … Continue reading
In the Beginning…I was BROKEN. Hi, this is my story.
How could I not want this life that everyone around me aspired to having?How could it not be EVERYTHING that could possibly bring me happiness? So I tried to fix it…or fix me, that is. See what I mean? BROKEN. Continue reading
The Call of the Journey
…its interesting to me because the circumstances that Should worry me most — like the fact that I’m homeless and that tomorrow my last severance paycheck will hit my account — those things don’t affect me nearly as much as the idea of my soul dying while living the “American Dream” Continue reading